Last night was the best day in my fandom world..xDD After 3 months of preparations ASW's gathering came to life. Well, I really thought we're to postponed it, because of the strong storms, rawr~ Our country been visited by lots of Arashi Storms these past few months.. and it sucks~!(It would've be nice if the boys that will come..oops, daydreaming again)*gets shot*

Though the number of participants we're not as many as what we expected(blame the weather >_<). Still all of us bond together as one.. woo~ Arashi friendship! Anyways, the party started late around 3 4? I think... Actually at that moment I was still at home cooking for their food. haha. 

I never expect that the huge venue with be that loud especially when the games started. We borrowed some of Aiba kun's Ailando Games, like the facial grand prix and Artist Improvisation games, surprisingly it was a hit! Oh! the venue once again came to a roar when it's time for posters biddings. The participants we're hungry to have a copy of those poster oh my! I was just 0.o...

There were also a group who performed, they're from MJph a sister forum in our country. There "Attack It!" performance was a hit. We also have some raffle games, the audience once again came to a thrill when some of our friends donated TV Navi(Sho Sakurai as the cover), and a Jun AAA08 Uchiwa for raffle..

I'm so happy that everyone who joined the party went home happily. This ending sucks, ne? But I'm really am happy to see smiles on minna's faces...

Anyways, to read more about the gath, aiek08,a friend of mine posted some gathering report, read it here. She also posted some photos.. hehe,

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Love has no reasons

 

It’s not actually the eyes,
That made me fall for you.
Nor your lips that smiles,
That got me head over heels to you.

 I could say it’s your voice,
That I hear from time to time.
Or maybe your tears,
That flows to your cheeks every time you cry.

 Your special here inside my heart,
And that’s for sure…
I may never know why I love you,
but I guess that's the reason why.ü

 

then the mosaic I made for him.. :)

As I was waiting for my dl of TQS2 to finish, I made these very random nino gifs, this is my first making such gifs, so please do enjoy it.. ü

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This fic was made due to the old rumor about nino and masami two weeks ago.. enjoy!ü

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She was distracted all day. She doesn't even know what to do(or what she should do). Of course, she wants to know the truth but more than that she's afraid -- afraid that she might lose him. They've been together for two years.They've been secretly together for two years and nobody knows about it except his friends. Various thoughts fought inside her mind. Her heart is telling her to believe him and that what she read was only rumors. But her head shouts how possible that incident could happen. She lay in her room crying all day, waiting for his return. She finally thought, when he comes home this entire burden will be over.

"I'm home." He finally came. She heard it but she can't move. "Aya-chan, where are you?" he said again looking for her. He went straight to their room and he found her lying on the bed.

He slowly walks to her side while thinking she was already asleep. But then she said, "okaeri..." "Ah, you're awake, gomen for waking you up." he said as he returned back to his position. "How was your day?" She asked without giving a hint of what she knew. "Ah, I had a good day, Mao is good company and she's very professional. I have to thank Matsujun for giving me some advice." He chuckled then he noticed that she was not paying attention to his words. "Is there a problem?" He asked as he gently laid his arms on her shoulders. At that moment, he realized she was crying.

He suddenly hugged her knowing she needed it but confused on the reason for her tears. With his arms now around her, the girl cried more and asked, "Is it true?"

By that question, he knew that she heard about it. He hugged her more tightly not giving any answer. She became more confused with the situation. She doesn't even know if that is a yes or a no. "Tell me the truth. Don't make a fool out of me." He can clearly hear her trembling voice. "Of course, it's not true. Please stop crying." he finally said. By hearing those words, she should be at ease now, but she had this feeling that he is lying. She is still confused with what is happening. Maybe she needed more explanations. But she didn't complain, she remained where she was, locked around his arms. She had the feeling that this will be the last time she'll be hugged by him.

She fell asleep with his arms around her. He gently positioned her beside him and continued hugging her. Just to let her know how special she is to him. He knows that she went through a lot just by being with him. All those false accusations from time to time, but he never heard anything from her. This is only the first time she spoke to him about that, and it made him feel scared, scared that one day she'll leave him because of the hurt that he'd been giving to her. He kissed her forehead, her nose, and her lips. "Daisuki dayo, Aya-chan." he said before he closed his eyes.

The next morning, he woke up alone in bed. He thought that she was already making their breakfast so he rushed out from his room to the kitchen. But he saw nothing, no one. He panicked, he rushed back to their room and opened the cabinet, and saw all of her clothes were gone. He turned his head and looked for his phone and there at the table he saw her letter. He opened it.

Kazu,

Sorry for leaving you without even telling you.

I don't know if this is the right thing to do but my heart got tired of ignoring all of the rumors again and again. You are now free. I want to thank you for the happiness you've given me for the past two years. Always remember how much I love you.

Daijobu, if we are meant to be together then I know fate will somehow allow our paths to cross someday. Arigatou ne, nino-kun. Gomen ne, for giving up on our relationship.

Aya

He crumpled the letter as he sat on the floor beside the bed, not noticing that his tears already flowed out of his eyes. "Aya-chan why did you leave me?" he shouted as his voice echoed. What he feared last night was happening. She left him and he now feels the emptiness...</div>

Arigatou..ü

Uwaa, there are a lot of things that i have accomplished from the past few days.. haha. it made me feel so light..

so here were the list.
*i've already watched TQS2.. omg, sho was so hott!! heehee.. but the drama gave me some creeps.
*i've also watched Smile, this is so frustrating.T.T
*yatta! I've already finished working on my layout here. but i think i'll still be working on it.. (^_^)
*i've finished another short fic.. (i'll be posting it later--x-posted on my multiply account)
*and lastly, i can finally watched Fight in Kokuritsu(subbed).. Arigatou!!ü

Now that i listed everything it seems to me that these are very few.. haha, NVM, i'm just happy that i've already done these things.

~sumi!